pudhu pudhu arthangaL

naan muzhithirupen iravudhorum
nee urangum pozhudhu,

un swaasathai ketkave
un siripinai paarkave
tholaivil nee kanavu kaanbadhai rasikave

indha paasai valaiyil veezhndhapadiye, eppozhudhum..
itharunam pol tholaindhu poi vidave, endrendrum..
un mugam kalvettaai en manadhil padhindidave, karaindhadhum..
vannakolangaL alangolamaanadhey!

kangaL mooda vendaam.
vizhigaL uranga vendaam.
en moochum un idhaya thudipum ondrinaindha padiye pirindhida vendaam.

un aruginil amarndha padiye
nee kanavil kaanbadhu ennai dhaano?
ena enniya padiye
inbathollaigaLin ninaivugaLum
en eNNangaLum ennai eppozhudhum muzhithiruka cheidhadheno?

kanneer thoranam idaiye azhagaana iru kangaL vasanam pesidave nijamum nizhal aagumo?

vaarthai enai veezhthuvadhenadi?

pagarkanavu

naan kaalai pozhudhil vizhitha atharunam

sooriyanin thanga thooraL ennai ninaithadhe..

naalai marunaaL ezhuveNo? ennum padhattam

ennaI adaindhida - ennai marandhu, unnai mattum ninaithadheN?

en degam muzhudhum verthida

un paarvai enge? ena thedinen...

ettu dhikkum kangaL alasida

manam alaipaaindhadhen?

indru pol dhinamum nee uranguvadhai paarka ennineN

ne indri naan illai ena unarthave thulli ezhundhen

ezhundhadhum - meendum vizhundhen..sidhaindhen.. thaLLaadinen

nee naaLai enum naaLai paarkaamale ponadhen?

en kan munne nindru maraindhaaye

en paarvaiyai izhaka cheidhaaye.

mazhai chaaraLum un ninaivugaLum ennai

kuthi kuthi kolgiradhe! kondu chelgiradhey!

Poo KanavugaL

irubadhu aandugaLuku mun sooriyan ondru thondrida

naaangaindhu maadhangalaaga mattume

grahanam mudindha prahaasathudan

avan ulaa varuvadheno?

en meedhu sooryoLi urasida

aasai karangaL anaika - naan magizhndhida

thottu chendra thendral parihaasathudan

ulaa varuvadheno?

parandhodiya thenee idam aasaiyai naan kottida

en manadhai kothi chendra avanidam

thoodhu sendru aasai mutham ondru kottiyapinbu

vandhida thaamadham eno?

padhattam adhigarikka - naan vaadi surunginen...

marunaaL pirandhinum iruL needithadhen?

eN? eN? ena thendralidam kuraL ezhupida..

"nee uranguvadhai, nilaa pin nindru rasithidave "

ena theneeyum thendralum mazhai chaaralum

ondrinandhu paadida

ennai paarthu ennudan pesave..

"ennudan ulaa varuvaaya?" - ena kaettaano....??

kalki

a lil girl who was abandoned as she was a child... manages to cross evry hurdle that comes her way... as she grows up... she is perinially amidst strangers, who expect her to live as per their needs.. but she resists the change time n again.in her own world as she lives her happy life.. she suddenly realises he emptiness in her life. she realises that she has no body ... no place to go... and that ... this is the only permanent thing abt her life.. involuntarily she sheds a few tears.as the thoughts begin to take control of her actions.. her self confidence is shattered.... caught in the web of self pity.. as she looks back at her life... she realises.. she was never "in control " of her life... but has always been a puppet... a sculpture ... shaping her self thru the test of times!

aaru malaiyaiyum ezhu kadaLaiyum thaandi
meendum uyir kondu ezhundhavaL ivaL

anniyargaLin mathiyil pudhiya chitthiram varaiyave
pudhu vadivam amaithukoLLa marutha bharathiyin pudhumai peN ivaL


thulli maan pol ullaasa poongatril
uLaa sendra poovidhazh kaayapada...

meen vizhigalin oram
mudhan murai neer kasindhadhu

aadharavindri pokidamindri nadu veedhiyil
pogum padhai ariyaa kuzhandhai aagida

veen sindhanaigaLin aazham ariyave
thannambikkai meendum sidhaindhadhu

oru tharunam nindrapadiye kadandhu vandha padhaiyai
oru nodi paarthida vaazhkai veen sendra iru adi siru kadhaiyaai aanadheno?

ena eNNInaaL.. aadhanga-thee kuLithaaL
chaatai kayiraal bommai aaTam aadiyapadiye
silaiyaagi thannai thaane sedhuki kondaaL.

thulaindhuponavargaL

i have no clue why i started writing this one... but well somewhere i guess evryone of us can relate to it - lots of us would have compromised on a lot of issues , either cos we were wrong ourselves.. or for the fear of being left out.


what i saw all along, was loss of individuality.. identity .. to be more precise. and one fine day when it dawns on u .. that nothin in this world is worth ur happiness - its jus too late .. for u get LOST in YOU trying to discover ur true self.

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kaalaiyil dhinam oru aadai anindhu porkaLathil irangida...
iravu dhorum mugathiraiyai kizhitherindhu,
kaLathin pin vazhi thedida....

en vaazhkaiyil puLLi kolam avan varaindhu
irudhiyil semman izhuthida,
thodar kadhaiyil mutru puLLi amaindhu
semman kurudhi aagida...

tholaithadhu ennavvendru ariyaamaleye
tholaindhu ponavanaayinen! en???


konjam konjam ennai enaku pidithirundha kaalangaL irundhadhu

enna kaaranamo? naan ariyen .. oru naaL
dhideerene ennuLe ennai naan thedi
tholaindhu ponen!

kannaadiyil naan dhinam paarthadhu.. naana ...?
ennuLe maraindhirundha en maru uruvama?

ennai ennidam irundhu naane maraithu vaazha
nirandharamaaga thalai maraivaanen...kaanamal ponen!

evaraaLum theda mudiyaadha idathil poi ozhindhen....
iruLil oliyai thedugindra kurudanan aaginen!!!

ENgaL (numbers :P)

PattaampoochigaL pathu parandhidave,
grahangaL onbodhum viyandhidave,
dhisaigaL ettum surungidave,
naatkaL ezhum atharunam nindradhen?

aaraam arivai naan izhandhida,
pancha boodhangaL amaidhi adaidhida,
kaalangaL naangum sirithu magizhndhida,
lakshmi durgai saraswathi enum moovaraiyum
un iru kangaLil,
naan oruvan paarthida
EN ENNangaLaiyum ENgaLaiyum marandhu ponene!

kanavugaL

kangaLaal pudhiya kaaviyam naan kaana

chinna siragugaLai virithu parandhida
vaanavillin neelam alandhidave
paravasam pirandhadhu


pagal veLichathil iraivai paarthida
nirangaLirku vannam poosave
nizhaL nijamaanadhu

imai chimitida
kanavugaL .. thaneer kolangalai
karaivadheno?

aasaigaL azhindhida
irudayam - eri malaiyaai
kondhalipadheno?

kangaLaaL pudhiya kaaviyam naan kaana
en paarvaiyai paarthida iraivan marupadheno?

naalai marunaaL ena naatkaLai ennave
surunginen! vaadinen! marujanmam vendinen!